…this is what has happened this past few clock ticks (not to mention the past few brainwave movements)…
thank God!!!!
just when i had already given up…
I thought things are not going my way. just last night I had this feeling of giving up. I even thought of just leaving Cebu and going back home. [why cant I just go home? there are less opportunities for us IT people there, and most outsourcing/programming development company would go for experienced and established names in the IT industry(that's what I think)..] the feeling is really terrible, and to think that I failed everyone's expectations (especially my mom…). well, it was really terrible.
This morning after i had to prepare for my new set of job-hunting 'adventures', despite of the fact that I wanted to just sleep all day. I nearly cried thinking about how I had failed to continue my previous work.
Then miracles prove to exist. while we (me and a friend of mine) were on our way to Ayala Center Cebu, one of my prospective employers called asking me if I can start on Monday!!! it was really relieving!! Just when I had given up on everything and thought that i would have a harder time looking for a job, then miracles call you up to make a smile shine bright.
It really reminded me of giving verything up to the One above than just plain giving up. I am so thankful that He saw how weak I had become and cheered me up… this is one reason why I love Him up there… 
cheers!!!!
